He was there
when I needed support
when I was not well
when I doubted me
when I was lost
Thanks to him
I found the smile
I forgot my problems
I felt less only
I had taken back trust in me
For him
I got up
I had become happy
I wanted to exist
I became somebody else
And he was always there
then I considered strong
then I forged ahead
then I didn't want to stop any more
then I felt good
With him
my life seemed simpler
my life had finally a sense
my life had become beautiful
my life was the one about what I had always dreamed
While thinking of him
I continued my dream
I didn't have rules anymore
I settled no more limit
I invented of new purposes
He continued to be there
when I began to make some shit
when I slipped and forgot him
when I made everything and anything
when I began to hurt him
I continued to dream
then I didn't realize it
then I didn't thank him any more enough
then I didn't say to him that he counted for me
then I didn't know how to stop when one needed
And then my dream went out
I finally realized what I had made
I was finally able to stop everything
I believed that it was too late
I believed that I had lost him
But he was still there
I didn't dream
I owe everything to him now
I have to return him what he gave me
I have to make the same thing for him
I have to admit him
that without him I was nothing
that he taught me to surmount my punishments
that he is nor a brother, a friend, a love, an angel
that it is all this at the same moment and I don't know how to name him
I wants to say to him
that I regret to haven't thought before
that he can really rely on me and he can admit me everything
that there will be always a place for him in my heart
that I would always be there for him
